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Hello my Phantom Readers! Its been a while,

๐ŸŽŠHAPPY BEST FRIENDS DAY!๐ŸŽŠ

To all besties out there, this day is for you!

Mmmhhh hhmmm.

Vacation has been great so far. I had caught up to my loss sleep and last night I finally watched kung fu panda 3 ๐ŸŽฆwith my brother. It was AWESOME.

 

I wonder if Ill make a movie review. Just to add content on this blog๐Ÿ˜‚

I ย need to give you guys something entertaining to read about! But review or not I totally recommend that movie. Loved it.๐Ÿ’Ÿ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘

So catching up. My mother had her birthday last 4th of June. ๐ŸŽˆ๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ‚๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŽˆWe bought her a cake and surprised her in her office late at night. She did not see that coming.

I am working on getting some part time job while on break.๐Ÿ’ฒ๐Ÿ’ฒ๐Ÿ’ฒ

Hopefully in โ˜•Seattle’s best coffeeโ˜•. The sister cafe of Starbucks.

We’ll see how that goes.

I will enroll in a few ballet classes come June 18.๐Ÿ‘ธ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’ Back to the Leos and tight^_^ yes please. I’m excited!!!๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ˜

Right now I have a few events coming up. I’m an incoming executive board Secretary for my yoga club.๐Ÿ™Namaste!

I have a summit to attend this Saturday. I need to find a corporate attire. ๐Ÿ‘“โŒš๐Ÿ‘”๐Ÿ’ผ

I have two debuts to attend. ๐Ÿ‘ฐ๐Ÿ‘ฑA yoga party to celebrate international yoga day. …๐ŸŽ†๐ŸŽ‡๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‡๐ŸŽ†

And I have my eyes set on a free donut on dunkin donuts day.๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉ

That’s a hefty schedule.

When I have time and the inspiration strikes, I plan to write๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ“–๐Ÿ“” or compose ๐ŸŽผor maybe use the electric keyboard I bought but never fully learned to play.๐ŸŽน๐ŸŽถ๐ŸŽถ๐ŸŽถ๐ŸŽถ

I have a few good weeks ahead. Everything is past paced and exciting!

Right now I’m awaiting the big grade reveal.๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ง๐Ÿ˜ฆ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜‚

Logging into my account to see my grades…its just like the hunger games. ๐Ÿ™†No joke. It’s a struggle every semester.๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Praying for good grades. Hopefully good enough to get into the deans list and convince CHED to grant me a scholarship. *fingers crossed*

In other news. I can now stand on my head. ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘My head stand lasted a little over a minute.๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘

From someone who had trouble keeping her head not collapsed to someone who can do it 2 months after….Man, if I could stick to my diet and exercise as well as I stick to practicing my head stand I might actually turn heads ๐Ÿ˜‚ jk.

๐Ÿจ๐Ÿง๐Ÿฆ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฐ๐Ÿช๐Ÿซ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿ”๐ŸŸ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ•๐Ÿ–๐Ÿ—๐Ÿฃ๐Ÿž๐Ÿœ๐Ÿฑ๐Ÿณ

No but really this determination needs to be channeled in other activities I put myself into. Lets see how that goes as well.

Anyway. Stuffs okay….having fun on rainy days. Wish me luck. Grades away so I can spend the rest of the days for play! Happy Besties Day phantom readers.

Ill update about my grades when they are completely given.

Have a nice day!๐Ÿ˜Š

The end of the year.

And now Its once again that time when the day has come to an end as people sleep and get some rest the next years rolling in.

To all I’d like to bid you a very happy New year too, I hoped that you’ve enjoyed my posts and maybe learned a thing or two about loving one another and rendering service do you true.

Its time to end the year once more and may your blessings be all shared every day and everywhere upon everything you do.

Ahhh the nostalgia of looking back a year.

Goodbye 2015! So much has happened this year and yet it came by like poof!

I finished my first year of college. I’ve read books and got into new fandoms. I’ve fangirled and phangirled. I’ve met new people who have became close to me. My bond with my besties have gotten even stronger. I’ve surpassed challenges. Experienced hardships and anguish. I survived pain and doubt and gotten through my anger. I’ve found more peace within myself and I have gained more faith in my abilities.

The past year I have also turned legally an adult. With my rising age I’m only acting more a child than ever! Okay partly joking XP

I also survived the toughest sem I’ve had yet. Survived the most frustrating professor and played pretty well in a sport. I’ve gotten past some boundaries and have extended my borders.

I’ve learned and I’ve tried and I’ve failed a lot but also succeeded and had many awkward moments as well as happy ones.

So many things have happened. Good and Bad. God loves me so because I gotten so many vlessigs even though I may not be deserving at times.

I’ve met wonderful people who have made their way into my heart. I cherish my loved ones and although there’s drama and hardships and struggles…I am so very thankful for it all. For the lessons I’ve learned and the inspiration, will and strength that come from my loves and God….man I survived the year and am now a little wiser, a little stronger, a little more confident and a lot more comfortable with being myself.

Thank you for my muses. Thank you Lord for the year. The next will be more challenging and difficult but your grace and compassion and Mercy…I know th will not abandon me or leave me wandering alone without guidance. I know th will continue to bless me and guide me and comfort and protect me and my family and friends.

To all my ready God believing or not, I wish you all happiness and peace. May the new year bring joy amidst suffering, success among failure and hope against all odds.

Happy New Year to all!

On the 3rd day of Christmas…

๐ŸŽถHello Phantom readers!!!

For Catholics specifically Christmas ain’t over! It ends when the 3 kings visit baby Jesus 12 days later:)๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŽ€

Christmas surprises here and there, my mom’s cousin visited here with his kids. Nice seeing you again tito!

Thank you for the pamaskoooo^_^

I didn’t know if I should put up a “What I got for Christmas” post but a friend told me to go on and pick up the tradition. I have watched maybe a hundred already videos and read blogs about it and I think it just gives me another chance to say Thank you.๐Ÿ˜Š

I didn’t expect much and what I got was really a surprise and I’m so thankful for em.๐Ÿ™Œ

One particular Christmas gift was as I think I’ve posted on already was my grades.๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿ’ช

Thank you God again! Thank you thank you. I got good grades despite the challenging semester I just endured.๐Ÿ˜ญ

Can I pleeeaaasseee ask a late Christmas gift? I really don’t want the at professor to teach my section. I won’t be able to handle such stress and anxiety.๐Ÿ˜ฉ

๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Anyways…

Stuff I got for Christmas.๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘

๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ€

During my class’ Christmas party, one of my besties gave me a gift. Which had CHOCOLATE in it!!! ๐Ÿ˜To be exact hazelnut chocolate. Thank you Love! I ate it right away but yummm I can still imagine the taste. Hahahaha

It also had a notebook I didn’t look at til Christmas day. It was a monthly planner thing that I could use for home or something. Thank you Rea:)๐Ÿ˜˜

My mom a few days before Christmas came home from work with the exchange gift she received. She didn’t really want it but she asked it with intent to give it to either me or my siblings. What she got was a pink totoro powerbank.๐Ÿ˜ป

She gave it to me and a power bank was something on my wishlist so thank you mommy! Even with an exchange gift you still kept thinking of me and my sibs. I love you.๐Ÿ’žโค๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’—

She also gave me Christmas money, same as my grandma and my Tito who just visited this morning.๐Ÿ’ต๐Ÿ’ฒ๐Ÿ’ฐ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘

Thanks allllllll!๐Ÿ˜

Now I bet it’ll be confirmed that I’m a child hahaha…๐Ÿ˜„

My sis gave me a descendants magazine and it made me squeal.๐Ÿ˜† I loved the movie and the songs and I plan to buy the isle of the lost book. I just love Disney and I just love mal!๐Ÿ™Œ

She also gave me a Big Time Rush tee with matching baller that also matches the album she got me for my debut.๐Ÿ˜ฝ

She also regift me these shoes she got and she loved those shoes. They’re airwalk and plaid pink. And…my size. I’ve asked it from her for a while now and she didn’t budge. She insisted shed grow into them but on Christmas she gave them to me and I love you Margeaux. Thank you!!!โœŠ๐Ÿ‘Ÿ๐Ÿ‘Ÿ๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€

On top of that she got me a very cute baby pink colored wallet.๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ’ž

I had needed a wallet ๐Ÿ‘›soooo badly and my sis. Thank you you even got it in my favorite colors shade. Uhhhgggg!!!๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Going to noche buena in my grandma’s sis’ house. We ate-a lot(I ate trice before 12๐Ÿš๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ–๐Ÿ๐Ÿด)there and stayed up til 12am Christmas day and had gift distributed and opened.

From said owner of the house and my Tito and their daughter, I got a hair brush collection which, funny thing, I was planning to buy that same thing for a gift and/or me but in a different color but thankfully I didn’t.๐Ÿ˜บ

>Btw ill try inserting pictures but I’m not quite familiar of the controls using mobile so th lovely readers may need to use lots of imagination.<

The collection had a comb, a big round brush and a normal curved back one all marble blue color. Thank you Tita ging, Tito zaldy and ate crizza.

Early December my aunts and uncles from the US sent a box over and I got a trio lip gloss kit from Max studio as well as two bralettes *trying not to blush but I’m a girl so eh๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜…* from old navy, a white and a tan colored one. Thank you guys!

Lastly from my real aunt. Tita means aunt but every family member older can ether be Tita or ate in a Filipino family. So my moms sis and her girlfriend got me some shoes. Black sneakers๐Ÿ‘Ÿ๐Ÿ‘Ÿ that are with white random lines as design. I’ve worn them already and they were sooooo comfy.โ˜บ Thank you Tita barbs and ate josette

I always need new shoes and speaking of…while Christmas shopping last Dec 22, I bought some ballet inspired flats which I had wanted for a year now and its just in black with the garter up front that makes an X and its comfy enough and I love it. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜โคโคโค

Ill use it for school because I’ve worn out my black flats. ๐Ÿ‘ ๐Ÿ‘ 

Also with Christmas money Dec 23, I bought myself a new school planner.๐Ÿ“’ I try my best to use them until the dates they finish and I was successful last semester. My planner is just sterling executive diary. It’s awesome. Plain. No nonsense, plenty of space, great paper, good overview of the year and individual months. I love it. It encourages me to write in it and use it.

Bonus! It has math equations and stuff at the back and it has side pockets! Sweeeeeet!๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ“•๐Ÿ“—๐Ÿ“˜๐Ÿ“™๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ“”๐Ÿ“‘๐Ÿ“’

With the rest of my Christmas money I plan to buy a clothes dresser๐Ÿ‘•๐Ÿ‘–๐Ÿ‘—๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘š, renew my National Bookstore loyalty card๐Ÿ’ณ, get my nails๐Ÿ’… done and just save up. ๐Ÿ’ฐ๐Ÿ‘

I am so grateful for the unexpected blessing and I am touched for the people who thought of me. Thank you. I love you guys and I hope you had a great Christmas.๐Ÿ’’

Same to you readers.

Really the best gift was although I wanted to go out Christmas day, stayin home was good because I just spent time with everyone at home๐Ÿ‘ช and my mom ๐Ÿ‘ฉalways busy with work. She was able to relax๐Ÿ’† some and that was my wish for Christmas. ๐ŸŽ„

The holidays aren’t over and I hope everyone gets to spend time with their families and have a good time. For those who received gifts don’t forget to thank the givers no matter what they gave, its the thought that counts and their effort in giving you something will always be worth more than the gift itself. You can’t argue otherwise even if you got an iphone 6. ๐Ÿ“ฑ

Merry Christmas and happy holidays and happy new year. Be kind, be grateful be happy! Have a great day guys.ย 

๐ŸŽ†๐ŸŽ‡๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŽˆ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽˆ๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŽ‡๐ŸŽ†

Oh life!

Life is funny at times.

There are gonna be times when you have to make a choice. Sometimes you’ll lose something no matter what you chose.

So you have to choose wisely. You can’t be rash and you can’t doubt after you’ve already chosen. The best thing to do afterwards is move on and accept the pain the loss would bring.

It’s unavoidable. The sooner you get a grasp of thing the easier it would be to free yourself from any guilt or doubts or worries or ‘what ifs’.

Allow yourself time. Time to recover and recharge for a fresh start.:)

Life is good. Weird and funny and everything in between but….good. ๐Ÿ˜€

Fathers Day.

Having the complicated relationship with my biological father….well, I didn’t celebrate fathers day for him.

I celebrated the day for my grandpa, and my mom (who plays the role of both Mother and Father.)

I reflected a lot. Seeing girls my age honoring their fathers as super heroes who would sacrifice anything to make their daughters happy and for them to feel their love…I got pretty jealous. Still jealous of that kind of relationship.

BUT…I got thinking of the people I have in my life.

They fill the gap my father left in my heart.

My grandpa is my main father figure and I love him with all my life. He doesn’t have work but he does his best to give us what we may want or need when mama doesn’t have enough.

My mother is the dearest person in my life. I adore her and am at awe with her love for my siblings and She’s our provider who cares for us and pushes on despite all the difficulties in raising us on her own. As I’ve mentioned in an earlier post, my mama works long hours to bring us to school, provide us the basics and then some.

Then of course, our main father. God the Father Almighty. The father who never forsaken me. He had never turned away. He answers my prayers and I trust in him. I continuously am blessed with his love and protection. I can never be happier knowing I am God’s child and he is my papa. Though I cannot see him and many don’t believe that he is real; daily, I see little miracles that would be impossible if there weren’t someone real above. I feel his love and within myself, I truly believe that someone up there cares for me and just wants to love me despite my flaws and imperfections. He is my strength and guidance.

My grandpa, mommy and papa….I love you all so much. Thank you for everything!

Happy Fathers Day!

Finals Week.

I can’t believe it. My freshman year is ending. I have almost survived this big event in my life. Finals week is here.

The past few weeks were the most hardest, challenging and grueling weeks of my life by far.

In a little over the week, I will be free to relax and hopefully marvel over the tiny achievements I had over the year.

This chapter of my life is closing and I can’t wait but I’m also a little sad. Everyone is a mixture of happy and sad at the end of e very school year.

Right now though is the calm before the storm which is finals and the storm before the rainbow which is vacation!

I can’t go into this anymore because I’m busy, but oh my goodness, my feels are overwhelming but I’m ready, let’s do this WOOO HOO!!!!